Hiccup

Ok... So the Econs test was a mess. Vincent and Mars were giving me hints, on top of their incessant nagging, asking me to work faster. Their efforts only serve to enhance my mental constrictions. Not that it was their fault though. If I had prepared better for the test, I wouldn't be struggling to recall information and they would not have the chance to bug me(despite their kind intentions). Still, I could have done without the additional presuure from the constant unwanted attention they were giving me during the test. In the end, my brain imploded and I decided to give up on the second question(there were only two questions). No point prolonging my misery when the 'feel' just wasn't there. Carlos Castaneda said, "We either make ourselves miserable, or we make outselves strong. The amount of work is the same." Unfortunately, I was so mentally exhausted after trying so hard to make myself miserable, I did not have any energy left to make myself strong enough to withstand the setback.

I was trully demoralised for the immediate period after the test. Vincent and Mars were urging me to stop dwelling on the test. Did they seriously think they can discourage me from that? If so, they underestimated my stubborness(is that such a word?). Still, I'm not one to let myself down for long. Besides, the test has no bearing on my final grades. :-D

Hope Mr Ting does not get a cardiac arrest from seeing my script - then again, there's probably people worse than me.

P.S. This post was delayed because of limited access to the computer...